January 18, 2012

Listen.

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Sometimes I realize no one is listening. And I'm talking and really, no one listens. I have the voice that blends in to everyone else's voice. It isn't too low, or too high. It's just in the middle and I blend in.

I also make a lot of jokes, I never get serious at school. I mean, I do about school work. But overall I make jokes, and I can be serious to listen to people who have stories, or need advice. But sometimes I feel like when it gets quiet..people turn to me are look at me with expecting eyes like, "Say something, Ada." and sometimes my close friends are like, "Wow Ada, be quiet." Then I get quiet, because I'm always cool with that too. And they revert again, "Ada, talk!! It's boring when you don't."

Please make up your mind. I like being silly. That's always fun. I like listening, it's nice. But don't act like you are entitled to me being the entertainment. When I have a bad day, and all I want to do is cry, but I can't because I'm in the middle of Physics..I don't wanna hear, "Hurry up and feel better so you can tell us a funny story." I'd rather be left alone, or maybe comforted. Ya know, no big deal, just saying.

Everyone deserves to be listened to.

And when someone isn't being listened to, they speak and speak, and they try to be heard. But at some point..they give up. Look around, and make sure all your friends are doing okay. Ask them how they are, ask for a full life update, and make them feel appreciated.

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